We're free to be free.

Once again I am awake at 6:00 in the morning. I'm well past the 36 hour mark of being awake. Finals week is to blame. Oh right, no it isn't. I wish I could blame my lack of sleep on anything other than my own endless, rambling thoughts.

All I have ever wanted was someone to come right out and tell me exactly what to do. What to do with my hair. What to do with my time. What to do for school. What to do with my LIFE.

I never got that of course. I have this overpowering freedom and I feel like it is suffocating me. Too many options are out there, how can I ever explore them all? By taking opportunities I am missing out on something that might be spectacular! Opportunity cost? (Thanks economics, I never thought I'd use that word again.)

People crave for the freedom I have. So why don't I want it?